Your story moved me to tears because I can sense the great love you had for each other. It was the same with Joe and me. We were very close and did everything together. We were always together. As one medium told me our love took on a life of it's own. I sense the same for you and your partner.
I am so sorry for your loss. I hope things are getting better for you. How long has it been? It is 4 years for me and I am in the accepting stage. I still miss him but I am remembering our life together with a lot of pleasure and happy memories.
I am sure Pedro is around you as Joe is around me. Thank you for sharing your story with me.